Hi and welcome to my final blog post!
Although I have reached the final pages of Just Mercy, the lessons and stories in the book have not been forgotten. I will never forget the cases of Walter McMillian, Charlie, and Marsha Colby. Their stories and others have truly opened up my eyes to how horrifyingly broken our criminal justice system is. If not for Stevenson, I still would have been ignorant of the injustices that are happening in the courts. I have definitely learned a lot from this book, more than I can share in this post. But there is one thing that I feel is worth sharing.
In the final chapters of the book, Stevenson explains why he defends the wrongly condemned, “I do what I do because I’m broken, too” (Stevenson 289). This is not what I expected. I thought he would say fixing the system is important and someone needs to take action. But, instead he confesses that like the people he helps, he too has been “struggling against inequality, abusive power, poverty, oppression, and injustice” (Stevenson 289). He continues to say that all of us have been broken by something. And that brokenness is what connects all of us and that compassion is what will heal it.
It took me a while to understand why Stevenson was sharing this with the readers. But now I get it. Most of us have probably not had it as bad as the people in Stevenson’s book but at some point in our lives we have all regretted a choice we have made, hurt someone we didn’t mean to, or felt alone. What makes us different is how we deal with this inevitable brokenness. We can either accept or deny it. Stevenson has accepted it. He uses his brokenness to strengthen and motivate himself to show mercy. He did this by working directly with the people he wanted to help, as his grandmother had advised him to do,’”You can’t understand most of the important things from a distance, Bryan. You have to get close”’ (Stevenson 14).
Does getting “closer” allow you to show more mercy?
In my own observation I’ve come to realize that there are more good people than bad. The reason I say this is because so many of the jobs out in the world focus on helping others. Think about the doctors who save lives, policemen who protect people, teachers who educate others, and lawyers who fight against racial and economic injustice. Think about Bryan Stevenson and how getting “closer” has saved the lives of Walter McMillian and so many others. He has become an advocate for ending mass incarceration and challenging injustices in the courts. We all have the capability of helping others and showing mercy. How did Stevenson become so good at it? He simply got closer, not just by being closer in proximity to the inmates but by getting to know his clients and himself.
By now, most of us have heard the idiom, “before you judge a man, walk a mile in his shoes”. Essentially, it is a reminder to show empathy towards others. For instance, your first reaction to when someone barrels into you on the streets and doesn’t apologize might be that that person sucks. You later find out that the person who ran into you is your co-worker. Are you going to let that encounter define your relationship with that person? If you are, you really shouldn’t. You really don’t know the person that ran you over or the situation that led to it. Maybe his wife’s water just broke and he’s running to the hospital or maybe he’s late to an important meeting. The possibilities are endless. He really could be a jerk but you will never understand why he is who he is unless you make an effort to know the person. This is what Stevenson does everyday. He directly works with inmates to understand their stories, something the courts fail to do. For example, in the late 1980s, thirteen-year-old Joe Sullivan was tried in adult court for sexual battery that he didn’t do. The lack of a review of whether Joe should go to adult or juvenile court and mishandled evidence clearly showed that the courts had no interest in Joe. For them, he was just another case that took up time. If the courts had done the background research on Joe, they would have learned that he had mental disabilities, an abusive father, and had experienced severe neglect as a child. Perhaps knowing this would have changed the attitudes of the courts and prevented Joe from being raped in prison and attempting suicide several times. Going back to the scenario of the co-worker running into you, the question we have to ask ourselves is, are we going to let that one moment define that person? When we do open ourselves up and get “closer” to others, we learn a great deal and become a better and more compassionate person.
However, before most of us can empathize with others; we must first accept ourselves. For some people this can be the most challenging part. As mentioned earlier, it is our brokenness that brings us together. The people that deny their differences and hide their fears are the ones mistreating inmates, bullying children, and neglecting the disabled. They do this for a very simple reason and that is to make themselves feel better. By ignoring the truth, these people fail to realize that it is hindering them from connecting with others. A clear example of what can happen when we embrace ourselves is seen through a white male prison guard. When Stevenson visits Avery Jenkins, one of his clients, at a prison, an unnamed guard treats Stevenson disrespectfully. He does an unnecessary strip search and unkindly tells Stevenson that the truck with all the confederate symbols is his. When it comes time for Jenkins hearing, that same guard is assigned to escort Jenkins from the prison to the trial. Stevenson does not like that. But after the three day trial, the guard approaches Steven and tells him that, like Jenkins, he was also put into foster care,‘“Man, I didn’t think anybody had it as bad as me. They moved me around like I wasn’t wanted nowhere. I had it pretty rough. But listening to what you was saying about Avery made me realize that there were other people who had it as bad as I did. I guess even worse”’ (Stevenson 201). By listening to Jenkins case, the guard learned that other people have difficult childhoods too. He realized that others were broken too. Recognizing that changed the guard’s mean and tough demeanor to a more compassionate one. In fact, on the way back from court the guard got Jenkins a milkshake. It is truly amazing what can happen when we realize that we are not alone. Embracing our brokenness, in a sense, is embracing other peoples brokenness.
One way to remind ourselves to give mercy is to remember this quote by Stevenson, “each of us is more than the worst thing we’ve ever done” (Stevenson 290). We can’t forget that about ourselves and others. By embracing yourself and accepting others, Stevenson has shown the great things that can happen. We have the strength to minimize discrimination against impoverished, disabled, and colored people. We have the power to fix our criminal justice system.
That’s a wrap! Thank you to everyone who has taken the time to read or skim over my blog!
Note: I'm not sure why but there are a few words throughout my post that are black and underlined. I apologize for the inconvenience.
Note: I'm not sure why but there are a few words throughout my post that are black and underlined. I apologize for the inconvenience.


